Then when I come to write those thoughts, there is nothing. Sometimes I will go blank and sometimes the willingness to write those words will die. The more words required, the less willing I am to write them. The subject matter no longer as meaningful as it was in my mind. “Hah! Who would read this? Would I read this?”. But there is so much to say. I wish I could get as much out in few words. I wish I could transfer these thoughts without words and say nothing.

The unplanned thoughts flow easier in a way, the meaningless easier to convey. Never in my mind, the words and sentences form themselves. All of a sudden the medium has a meaning, and it’s beyond my mind. I wish I could say more.

a question posed as an assumption

a combination of “gah” and “meh”

can be used to mean a variety of things

“don’t bother with that movie, it’s gahmeh”

“shutup, you’re full of gahmeh”

“is everything okay? you look gahmeh today”

usage:

“I had a ’such as’ moment, and I said something totally irrelevant” 

 ”dude, you just put your hand in the hot boiling water, that is so ’such as’”

the time of the year when winter dwindles

Because hate is such a strong word.

A process by which something beautiful becomes crap.